Just A Poem For You

Even though I must have been pursuing
The continuation of my dream

On a narrow, winding road
I trip over other people

It’s not that I want to return to
How it was like back then

I’m searching
For the sky that I’ve lost

I wish that you’ll understand me

Stop making that sad face
Like you’ve been sacrificed

There aren’t tears at the end of sins
I’ve painfully bore them all this time

In the labyrinth of emotions where I can’t see the exit
Who am I waiting for?

As if having written it in a white notebook
I want to divulge myself more honestly

What
Do I want to flee from?

…Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

When it seems like I’ve forgotten about it
In the middle of the night

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

I’ve got to apologize
ah, I’m sorry

Unable to express it well
You were worried, weren’t you?

Everything that I held back then
Everything that I’ll hold tomorrow

Because I won’t
Put them in order

I wish that you’ll understand me

I quietly closed my eyes
I can even see
The things that I don’t want to see

I get a little annoyed at unnecessary rumors
What was the initial remark like?

If we meet twice, aren’t we friends?
So stop lying

As if my red heart is irritated
It’s burning inside of my body

The truth is
I’m anticipating

…Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

In order to move on
I welcome friend and foe alike

How can you open
The next door? Are you thinking about it?

I can’t pull back anymore
The story is starting

Wake up, wake up

Isn’t life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them

Let’s go again

So that I can fulfill myself
I’m alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it can’t be done
Safe and sound

…There’s no place for me to return to, either

I’m always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

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Duh, udah lama juga ya ga post disini, dan udah banyak juga peristiwa lucu, geje, sedih, dramatis yang ga gue post. Sebenernya saya udah rada lupa sama nih blog, tapi berhubung Arsa ngingetin (baca : maksa) yauddin saya bakalan mulai post lagi deh :)